In this week’s episode 346 of the Fragmented to Whole Podcast, I’m sharing a deeply personal experience that reshaped how I think about time and energy boundaries.
After a period of illness, I noticed something unexpected: my capacity had changed, but my expectations hadn’t. In this episode, I explore how misaligned expectations can quietly create resistance, frustration, and self-judgment—and how boundaries with your own time and energy help you reconnect with where you actually are.
Some of the talking points I go over in this episode include:
• Why time and energy boundaries are deeply connected, and how they impact what drains or fuels you.
• How outdated expectations can create internal pressure when your capacity has shifted.
• Why resistance is often your system protecting you, not a sign of laziness or lack of discipline.
• How your body adapts after illness, burnout, or depletion by conserving energy and avoiding overload.
• The shift from intensity to consistency as a way to rebuild trust with yourself.
A key takeaway from this episode is learning to respect your current capacity instead of demanding your past capacity from yourself. When you align your expectations with where you actually are, you create internal safety and make sustainable progress possible.
You don’t have to force yourself back into an old version of who you were. You can build a new relationship with your time, your energy, and your life—starting exactly where you are today.
Be sure to tune in to all the episodes to receive tons of practical tips on living a more whole life and to hear even more about the points outlined above.
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My theme this month is time and energy boundaries. These two are so closely tied, because how you spend your time has everything to do with your energy. One of the goals in building boundaries is to reduce things that drain you, and expand things that fuel you.
Today I want to talk about some of my own time and energy boundaries, but not in the way you might expect.
Not from a productivity standpoint or a scheduling standpoint.But from something much deeper.From what happens when your capacity changes and you don’t adjust your expectations to match it.Because that’s where I’ve been.
As you might know, unrealistic expections of myself, othr people and the world has been one of my greatest challenges in life. I’ve come a long way in aligning my expectations with reality, but sometimes, it crops back up and takes time for me to see.
Here’s some personal context.For my entire adult life, I walked regularly. No matter how healthy or unhealthy I was, no matter where I’ve lived, I’ve walked on a very regular basis.
In the last 20 years or so, I’ve done yoga off and on, sometimes on a daily basis.
Movement was just part of who I was.And then last spring, I got COVID.I was really sick for about three weeks, but I was for a total of about seven weeks.
As you can imagine, during that time, I stopped exercising completely. Which makes sense.But what I didn’t expect is that I never really went back to my old level. Not even close.
When summer came, something felt off.I live across the street from the New Haven Harbor, and normally in the summer, I walk on the beach every day.But last summer?I barely walked at all.And I remember thinking something I’ve never thought before:“I can’t wait until winter comes.” I remember thinking, Who am I?? What is happending here??
I’ve never felt like that. I like all four seasons, and I appreciate them all AND the transitions from one to the other. This past fall, October and November were particularly warm and I was very impatient withat that, when normally I’d be thrilled, because, truth be told, I really like winter but it’s often a little too long for me.
then winter came.It was cold. Snowier than it has been in 13 years (yay!). Quiet.
And I was excited!
. And now that it’s getting warm again? I notice this resistance.Like I don’t want it to to get warmer, I want it to stay cold.
This has perplexed me greatly over the last year, and every time I’ve Talked about it with someone I’ve said to them who am I?? I don’t even know where this is coming from!
I’ve never been like this before in my 60+ years of life.
a couple weeks ago I got my annual physical and my dr mentioned that at my age I really need to be doing strength training exercises which I knew but hadn’t been doing
so I went to my new best friend Chad GBT and said OK I need to come up with some strength training exercises, I’m not going to go to a gym I’ve never been like that and I have a bunch of resistance and let’s come up with a routine using those
it helped me come up with a routine that was pretty easy, only three days a week 20 minutes a day
and I didn’t do any of it
so this past week I went back to chachi PT and I provided all of this context that I just provided to you and it was in that processing where it pointed out to me the connection between the illness and the stuff about the seasons
now obviously on some level I knew there was a connection because I knew to share that as part of this story
but I couldn’t see what the connection was abvout
and to me, this is one of the most valuable aspects of using aI
the power to synthesize an enormous amount of information and, spotting patterns.
there’s obviously lots of other value to AI but to me those are the places where I get the most value. Because of these two things, it is helping me to under stand myself so much better
it helped me I realized:This isn’t about the weather.
This is about my time and energy boundaries. Because what happened is: that My capacity changed but my internal expectations didn’t catch up.
instead of realizing this consciously and adjusting my expecations accordingly, my system adjusted for me by pulling me away from the things that required more energy.
I want to say something really clearly:This was not laziness. I am not a lazy person. This was not a lack of discipline.i’m a very disciplined person, now that I’m in recovery and have healthy boundaries.
This is my system trying to protect me.
After illness, burnout, or any kind of depletion, your body starts to associate effort with cost. So it conserves. It avoids. It pulls you toward what feels manageable.
Before COVID, summer meant movement, energy, walking on the beach.After COVID, summer started to represent a version of me I couldn’t access anymore.
I still felt depleted. .And winter matched my actual capacity.So of course my system preferred it.
This is where time and energy boundaries come in.Because boundaries are not just about other people.They’re about not demanding more from yourself than your system can currently give.Not living according to an outdated version of your capacity.Not turning “shoulds” into pressure. I had no idea this was going on until the last week when it all came together when I processed it with AI.
As I told my sweetheart last night when I shared all this, understanding all this and the connection feels like I’ve been “let off the hook” somehow, but I didn’t even realized I felt like I was ON the hook fo anything!
Instead of trying to get back to where I was, I decided to build a new relationship with movement based on where I actually am now.
I created a plan with the help of AI that is intentionally small.Two minutes a day for the first week.. a few sit-to-stands., a few wall push ups, a couple of planks. Done.
I also created a chart with a checklist ot track my progress with space to briefly note my emotions and physical feelings. I’ll move up to 5 minutes next week, then 10 etc.
Because the goal is not intensity.The goal is consistency.And rebuilding trust with myself physically.
When my mind says “this isn’t enough” or “you should be doing more,”I respond: “I’m building consistency, not intensity.” In fact, that’s written on the bottom of my tracker so I don’t forget it. I pre-empt my mind from saying that shit about it not being enough to me by reading that statement to myself.
If you’re in a season where things feel harder than they used to, I want you to consider this:You’re not behind.You’re in a different season of capacity. Healthy boundaries are all about respecting your capacity.
And your job is not to override that.Your job is to build from there, gently and consistently. That’s what internal safety feels like, and it’s also how you build internal safety – by setting up time and energy boundaries that respect who you actually are and your true capacity in the present. Not your past capacity, or some future capacity you hope to achieve
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